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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 11:06 AM
Birthday's... SChan asked me last night what I would be doing for my birthday and it made me wonder whether to celebrate. I think I've come to the point where I just don't want to celebrate my birthday anymore because I've been doing so for the past 21 years of my life. And for my 21st, I had a nice, quiet dinner with people I care about and I thought it was really nice! When it comes to celebrating my birthday, I think twice about it because: a) The Invitations: First, it's the WHO you can or can't invite that's an issue. What if you have two friends who are polar opposites and can never get along? Although you think that they should put aside their differences, suck it up, and let you reign for just one day because it's your birthday, you still can't deny the fact that they're giving each other sour faces all night long! Let's not go to party poopers and drama queens (each girl has a friend like that, or IS like that!). b) Where To Have It: You want a cool hip place that's something else... Maybe in a club? Then everyone will be forcing alcohol on you. Not so classy if you're falling all over yourself at the end of the night and possibly getting thrown out by the bouncers! Now IF all that costs a bomb, the other option is having it in someone's house or your own home. Did anyone say M-E-S-S? Only if you have angelic friends then maybe they'll help you clean up... But other than that, I wouldn't want to have it in my home! c) Presents: Pressies... when you get to that age, do you really still want presents? Because honestly when friends ask me if I really want something for my birthday, I start wondering... To me, presents are something that someone buys for you because it's a necessity, not a want. I'm at that age where I can buy stuff for myself. And it's not like they can buy me a Marc Jacobs bag since I too, can't afford it yet. What they can buy for me is something I can afford to buy for myself anyway. So my standard reply is always: "No, it's okay". (By the way, wishlists are just... wishlists. They are things that I would like but don't need). So there, I'm NOT celebrating my birthday this year!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 2:03 AM
It is time. It is time. Tomorrow will be the last exam I'll ever take in university and its out to the big bad world for me. Time to be fully responsible for my own self. Time to get a job of my own. Time to earn my own money. Time to make my way in this big world. I feel like singing that Big Big World song by Amelia. Am I scared? Of course, but if I don't start now, I'll never start. Better now than later. Are we ever ready? I don't think so... But let's head into something with bravado. Let's get out there and experience what others have not and see the world for ourselves. Let's start living...!
Sunday, November 08, 2009 @ 1:19 AM
Forget... Are we really all we're cut out to be in this life? What about the spectacular mistakes we make? Can we ever erase what we've done wrong? How about forgetting then..? I know that some things can be forgiven but not forgotten. Well at least that's it for me. If there's nothing to be forgiven then I don't know whether I can forget. Sometimes, I do things without realising the consequences and after it is done, I start to regret it because I realise that I can't handle it. I can't handle the truth no matter how I'd like to get it over and done with. And what's worse is I don't forget easily. Information gets stuck in my head and there is nothing I can do about it. I am stubborn and I admit it. But sometimes I wish I never was. Being stubborn has stuck me in situations that I don't want to be in. However, I can't help it and I can't change that part about me. These are just one of those days where I wish I could smack myself for being stubborn... Thinking I can handle it when I can't... Thinking I can be strong enough to get through things that I can't muster the courage to get past... Acting all confident when deep down I think I'm dying because I want to look like I can get past stuff that will haunt me no matter what I do. Maybe we all deserve a day where we give up. We need to take a step back and look at the situation we're in and how we're going to help ourselves. Then when we're done feeling sorry for ourselves, we should get back up, realise our mistakes, and move on to bigger better things. One day. One day to forget it all and continue on with our lives.
Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 3:43 PM
Passion. I've always believed that everyone has a passion of their own. It could be about writing, reading, art, design, computer, videos, production, music and etc. The best part in seeing someone at work is when they're talking about it, as well as describing it. There is a passion that flows within them and they exude so much of themselves that you can't help but admire them and feel what they feel. It is indescribable how they do what they do, and yet still look the same but yet, different. So, what is YOUR passion?
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 5:37 PM
This is the last week of uni and I'm quite glad it's done and over with. Right now I just want to graduate and start my life! I'm so hungry, I can't wait to get home to home cooked food! :) I got the exam tips! All I want to do is go home, sift through my notes, google a little and answer all the questions! It's the last exam of my life anyway and I would love nothing more than to just study my hardest and make it through... If only it was that easy. Right now I'm craving chocolate...! Hmm... White Tim Tam's are waiting for me at home! Yes, there's white Tim Tam's and they're mine! I'm bored and waiting for Api to finish up. She's currently playing Cafe World on Facebook and she's encouraging me to do so too. What is it with people and Facebook games? Luke's into Yoville, William's into Mafia Wars... ??? Anyway, I'm going to read the news now. Toodle-oo!
@ 12:06 PM
You lie awake wondering if it was karma that was biting you back in the ass. They say you think too much, but really... is that a crime? Because you were brought up to believe that nothing lasts forever and when circumstances apply, you start to go inward on yourself. You start wondering if you shouldn't be so paranoid. You do what you think is the opposite of what you feel just to make yourself think everything is alright. Then you open your mind to the fresh possibilities of a new day only to think about it again. What is going on? Is this all for real? Things start to crush in on you. Once again, your heart doesn't want to get along with your thoughts. This time, your thoughts are the bad guy and you struggle to find out what is going on within yourself before it affects everyone around you. It's a long long road... but like most things in life, we have to get through it ourselves.
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 12:27 PM
Full House! There's two ways of getting people to agree with you on something. Firstly, you proof to them how wrong they are if the circumstances allow, and the other is to coerce them manually. Haha! Don't pretend you don't know what I'm talking about! =p That was random. There's three boys in the house again. Michael's bunking with us for the duration of his stay here after a seven month stint of backpacking around the world! Josh is staying with me for the weekend and of course, there's Adrian. For those who don't know, I'm the only girl staying in a house full of males. Yes, this is a cock-infested place. HAHA! Justin; Adrian's brother, used to stay with us but he's already gone back to Malaysia which leaves Clarence and Adrian. Clarence went back to Malaysia for a holiday so it was originally me and Adrian. Then... we expanded. It's nice to have some people in the house though. I've gotten used to coming home to an empty house ever since Justin left. Now at least there's someone at home for me to come home to, even if it's just for a little while. I'm so used to watching all my shows and staying in my room, I think it's made me care less for others around me. I lost it. I don't know how to care anymore. So never ever lock yourself in your room and face the four walls. IT'S NO GOOD!
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 12:44 PM
DO YOU POKEN?
@ 1:09 AM
Radiohead - Creep When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world And I wish I was special Youre so fuckin' special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't care if it hurts I want to have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around Youre so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. Shes running out again, Shes running out Shes run run run running out... Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want Youre so fuckin special I wish I was special... But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here. Just when you think no one will ever sing to you again...
Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 2:14 PM
And then there was one.  One day, you think you're done looking, you're done searching. It leaves you feeling empty and you desire nothing else but to be alone. What's better than to make your own decisions without others making it for you? Then you got curious about something. It came unexpectedly. It was fate... And the next thing you know, you're committed into something that you think you will never commit yourself to again. The sudden change in the atmosphere... there is a consciousness within your thoughts that leaves you content. That contentment has not happened for a long time, and finally having it, you can't get enough of it. Your past insecurities don't haunt you as much as you think it will. You are secure and happy and you think it is too good to be true. Maybe it is, maybe it isn't. We don't know what life would bring us tomorrow, no less today. But as we live it day by day, maybe we'll find that thing that leaves us complete. Maybe we'll learn it in our hearts faster than we learn it in our heads.
Thursday, October 15, 2009 @ 12:44 PM
You always thought you'd finally find something that belongs to you. But as the years past, you realise that nothing lasts forever, nothing is ever really yours. You learn to let go, and it comes to you when you least expect it to. How do you find that perfection in something so imperfect? You just wait. That's what I did... :)
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 10:20 AM
Origami birdie for my design assignment!!!   
Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 11:39 AM
Classic Date Proposal...^ I noticed that in most of the shows I watch and in real life, guys/ladies like to ask someone out... "Hey.. do you wanna go watch UP next week?" then when the person agrees (it's just a movie right sheesh), the asker (if there's such a word) ends it with: "It's a date!" -_-" I'm actually quite peeved at people who do that. Don't they ever think twice before proposing a date like that? What if he/she doesn't feel that way about you? What if he/she just wants to be friends and doesn't want to spoil things by having that date? Some people may think: "It's harmless.. it's JUST A DATE..." BUT... AT THE END OF THE DATE... Do you give them a peck on the cheek? Is it okay to just give them a hug? What if they expect you to put out by the end of the night?! And if something unwanted happens during the date like: He talks too much about his mother... She talks too much about her ex-boyfriend... He farts and thinks you didn't hear it when the neighbouring tables did too... She picks her nose while she thought you weren't looking... Can you still see them the same way you did before you went on that date? I know this may seem like I'm thinking too much, but I personally hate it when people use this cheap trick! It seems like a cheap trick to me... Can't they just ask: "Would you go on a date with me/Do you wanna go out sometime" or something? Jeez... in your pants! wtf
Sunday, October 04, 2009 @ 8:07 PM
Wonderful Christmas song sung by Barney Stinson in How I Met Your Mother: I wish I could see her naked, I wish I could see her naked, I wish I could see her naked, And down on all fours! Haha! Christmas decorations are already up on displays at some stores and its only October..! |
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Rachel Also known as Rach or ragingrach Malaysian 24 November 1987 Saggitarian Retired Cheerleader and Student. Non-active member of the CHARM All-Stars since I'm in Perth. I love to laugh and make people laugh. I also love music and I can't go a day without listening to it! I have an affinity for songs... And then there are songs for every moment and feeling, every second, of everyday. Hearts: 1) Hanging out with close friends who conveniently impart wisdom on me on a constant basis 2) Learning what life offers (good or bad) 3) Seeing how small the world can be!!! 6 degrees of seperation 4) The little funny things in life wishlist +HP Pavilion DV3522TX GOT IT! +Ice cream cake from Baskin Robbins GOT IT! +Linkin Park's first album (original!) +Louis Vuitton Zippy Coin Purse (Damier Canvas) in Azur +Transformers Bee-Otch Keychain +A picnic in King's Park GOT IT! +Charms charms charms +SPA... =) +Belkin FM Transmitter +Sushi at Jogoya in Star Hill +More benefit products! +Shopping spree in Kinokuniya GOT IT! +XD card (for Olympus cameras) GOT IT! archives
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